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Journal Entry: Mon Apr 7, 2008, 5:15 PM
Aha. I think all of one person wished me "happy birthday" on the fourth. Dar might have too, I don't remember. Might have been late, don't remember.

Two weeks and I still feel like crap. I wonder if I should take a break from the internet, since I don't feel much like being social lately. Feeling inadequate. Don't do very much over here lately, anyway. Can't draw anything that I feel decent about, it all looks the same. Reuse the same poses over and over. Can't find anything new.

Movie was decently creepy. Watched The Mist again after. I still prefer the end in the story, but I like being able to see the monsters. Not much else. Wandered around the mall until my feet hurt and I felt like crap. Managed to get ahold of the second Ai no Kusabi novel. Can't read it until I finish House of Leaves, 'though.

Not really accomplishing much with this journal, so I think I'm gonna stop now.

  • Mood: Defeated
  • Reading: House of Leaves
  • Playing: WoW

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~Jarahamee:iconJarahamee: Apr 7, 2008, 7:19:46 PM
Moo. Happy birthday. I think I remember your birthday was a day beforehand, but I forgot on the day of. Dammit. Well, I've been lazy about drawing too.

Good luck man.

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~Bumblesweet:iconBumblesweet: Apr 7, 2008, 9:22:53 PM
Oooh, well, at least the movie was good 'n scary, ya? :D I hope your birthday was happy! Or, er, somewhat happy? I hope you feel better soon, anyway. :> Woot for birthday movies! (I need to like. Actually see some. >_> That aren't a year old.)

And you can always feel free to poke me on AIM! (I know we haven't talked in awhile, heh, but in case you feel like being social? :] I'm good with filling up empty spaces in conversation, lawl!!) I'm around in evenings, mostly, if you'll be on. :D

And heck, if you're not feeling social, nothing like an MMORPG to wrench away what little of your soul you have left! ... o.O *tries not to log onto FFXI, fails*
~karakanatmelek:iconkarakanatmelek: Apr 7, 2008, 9:26:52 PM
Thanks, heh. Day was kind of a disappointment. Weekend in general, actually, but.

But yeah, thanks. Let's see if I can figure out how the hell to get out of this slump.

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Rend! Slaughter! Devour your enemies!
~Jarahamee:iconJarahamee: Apr 7, 2008, 9:59:18 PM
I listen to music and do outdoor activities.

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your friendly neighborhood goth
*stijik:iconstijik: Apr 7, 2008, 11:10:06 PM
Hey! Dont feel so bad, yeah? At least one good thing came out of the weekend: the legend of Horseface. ;p

If you're having problems with your art, maybe you and me can do a trade or something? Might motivate you a bit.

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I survived the Guatamala Crisis, and all I got was this lousy threesome.
~karakanatmelek:iconkarakanatmelek: Apr 9, 2008, 4:37:13 PM
I need to see if I can make a horrific Khajiiti friend for Horseface. But yeah. Sunday was probably the highlight of the weekend. x.x

Could give that a shot, maybe? Might help. Seems I only ever finish stuff that's an assignment. x.x

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Rend! Slaughter! Devour your enemies!
~karakanatmelek:iconkarakanatmelek: Apr 9, 2008, 4:38:21 PM
Music doesn't seem to be helping. Makes me want to draw, but then I can't. Get it to work. ><

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Rend! Slaughter! Devour your enemies!
~Jarahamee:iconJarahamee: Apr 9, 2008, 4:41:00 PM
That's the worst.

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~karakanatmelek:iconkarakanatmelek: Apr 9, 2008, 5:05:43 PM
Yeah.

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Rend! Slaughter! Devour your enemies!